Social Anxiety

Let’s talk a little bit about social anxiety I have a ball today with an organization that I work so hard to be a part of yet every time I go to a large gathering with this group of brothers I feel a bit of social anxiety. Though I look at them as my brothers I still am anxious about being in room the looks the words that are being spoken though I feel loved from a majority of the brothers present I still feel a little bit of politics in the air. And me being non-political or being learning to be or understand more about politics and sales and how to appear better present better I feel uncomfortable in certain situations that tend to deal with people. For athletic nerd like myself who prefers robots over people dealing with situations like this can be rough at times but I am blessed and I am happy to have my brothers around and I’m happy to have the opportunity to be a part of a scholarship gala to support my purpose in life which is putting my people on young black and brown primarily black people on with jobs and careers and the ability to go to school and succeed in life without being forever indebted.